一塘半只莲

      一直坚持用英文写点东西，但是现在难受得忍不住了，所以还是觉得中文来得亲切。
      之前，曾经受过很多挫折，也有难过的时候，或是因为遇到了伤心的事情，或是自己不甘心某些事，或是因为多方面的压力。但是，那样的难过，熬过去也就好了。可是今天，真的很心痛……难过到我都不知道用多久时间才能治愈。
      我确实很干物，但是不至于干物到一点水分都没有了。可是当我发现自己最后可以润泽的地方也失去的时候，我的大脑里剩下的就是一片空白，然后想到的就是，以后我该去哪里润泽？这些都想完后，就是抑止不住地心痛。
      也许于我而言，生来就只能过西伯利亚野狼式的生活。那么好吧，我会目送最后润泽的离去，然后继续这样的生活。

Today, there are many things happend. Different feelings troubled me. It's hard to discribe them, so there are limited words for today.

Now, it's 1st on October in China. Happy birthday to my nation. Huan will hang on the national flag in her room.  This patriotic girl is so cute.

Today, there were no food for dinner for Huan and me, so we went to Tesco and bought food. I have stayed in Scotland for over 20 days, and never suffered from homsick. But it was strange that both of us were missing Chinese food after we entered into the supermarket.

It's quite pricy for vegetables in UK. We searched for all price cut vegetables, but there were less food gave favourable discount today. After eating lettuces for several days ,we were eager to eat eggplants. After struggled for long time, I bought two, and Huan bought one.

When we went back to flat, we cooked them at once. Although I ate many tasty food in recent days, this dinner satisfied me most. Just as someone said' When you suffered from hunger, the food can warm your stomach must come from your hometown or be similar with the food in your hometown. '